Listening to Your Inner Yearnings

Today is the first day of 2019. 2019 is the year of the 3 - a catalyst number. 3 is also the number of the Inner Child. So, this morning, I asked the question, " What does the Inner Child wants us to know this year?"

The Guardian of Hearts, Gabrielle, came up. Gabrielle is blowing her horn to the depths of your Heart and your Soul. Listen to that sound! What is being called forth from that deep place inside you? What is your heartfelt desire? Gabrielle is calling them out.

Let the sound of Gabrielle's horn stir your deepest yearnings. You may feel uncomfortable as these yearnings have been buried too long inside. But oh! That sound from Gabrielle's horn! You can't suppress them any longer, for they will answer to the call of that magic horn. They will swim up to the surface.

Feel them stirring up your heart and soul. Embrace them. Allow them space in your heart. They have been called.

This year, it is time to listen, and to act on your inner yearnings.

And so it is.

Oracle Reading on 17 July 2018

I was journalling this morning, when I felt the urge to pull a card from the Goddess Guidance Oracle deck for my Facebook friends and blog. The card above - Isis, the Egyptian goddess popped out to say: Whatever difficult situation you're going through right now involves past life memories.

Let's do a quick past-life clearing together.

• Sit down quietly for awhile, eyes closed, and come to your breathing. Feel the breath in your body, coming in, and going out.
• Mentally, say: "I now allow these past life memories to be released from me".
• Invite the goddess Isis to assist you with your clearing.
• Recite the following Ho'oponopono prayers: "I'm Sorry. Please Forgive Me. I Love You. Thank You".

• Recite the Ho'oponopono prayers for 5 to 10 minutes to allow the clearing to complete.
• Before ending, say: "Thank you. Thank you. Thank you" to Isis, and Divinity for their assistance in clearing your past life memories.

And so it is. Namaste.

Oracle Reading on 28 June 2018

Today is Full Moon in Capricorn, and Hathor's message of Receptivity appeared in today's card reading. She said:

"Allow yourself to receive. This will increase your intuition, energy, and the ability to give to others".

I've met many who have difficulties receiving due to guilt or feelings of unworthiness. "And, just what are we receiving?" these blocked ones may ask.

Examples are:

• Kindness 
• Care and attention
• Compliments
• Gifts
• A smile from a child
• Grace

In order words, allow yourself to receive the good from others and the Universe.

As for today, the Full Moon in Capricorn carries the energies of working towards dreams and goals while staying grounded and balanced. Allow yourself to receive this gift today.

Release all forms of guilt, and feelings of unworthiness and affirm: 

"I allow myself to receive. I am worthy to receive. Thank you!"

And so it is!

(The card above is pulled from Doreen Virtue's Goddess Guidance Oracle Cards. Hathor is an Egyptian sky and sun goddess)

Oracle Reading on International Women's Day, 2018

It's International Women's Day today, and here we have Conventina, the Celtic goddess of the waters, rising out from the ocean, with the message: Detox your body and mind.

"Drop those bad eating habits. Go for a liver cleanse or a colon cleanse, and drink lots of water to flush out those old, old toxins from your body. Go for fresh fruits and vegetables, and start a daily healthy diet. Throw out those foods that are harmful to you.

Let go of those negative thoughts and beliefs that doesn't serve you. Thoughts like: I'm not good enough for this; I'm too thin; I'm too fat; I'm too young; I'm too old; I cannot do this; I'm too weak for this...etc.

It's time women rise up strong from murky dungeons that have trapped us for aeons. But first, purify and detox your body and mind."

We can do this. We can stand tall and strong, and move forward with grace and style. And we will shower our rainbow lights to the world.

Happy International Women's Day!

(The card above is drawn from Doreen Virtue's Goddess Guidance Oracle Cards deck.)

The Path of Beauty for Malaysians

Malaysians celebrated Independence Day on 31 August, and Malaysia Day on 16 September. Out of curiosity, I thought of drawing some cards for Malaysia. I chose the Path Of Beauty layout - to see how we are walking along this Beauty Way, and where we are heading. The cards were drawn from Jamie Sams's Sacred Path Cards, and Animal Medicine Cards decks. I must say, the results surprised me.

They said, "Despite the despair and negativities that you see in your country, Malaysia is already on the path towards expansion. Let go of negative opinions and judgments, and learn to come together and integrate your collective strengths and gifts from all your different cultures. Do not jump to conclusions based on  public opinions. Activate the Storyteller in you that tells the story of aliveness; of richness; stories of harmony, appreciation, and integration of your unique diverse cultures.

Next, come back to your Roots! You are the people of the mighty Rainforest! Whether you are the indigenous here, or Malays, or Chinese or Indians, etc, as long as you are born here, you are of the people of the Rainforest. Come back to stand tall and strong once more. Throughout these years, Malaysians have been hit by many events that collectively corroded your sense of self esteem. So, remember your roots, people of the Rainforest.

What's in the Rainforest? Trees, rich with diversity, standing tall and strong; a forest brimming with life; generously providing oxygen to the world. Like the Rainforest, you are people with open hearts, generous of spirit, yet strong like protective warriors. It's now time to remember this, and to reawaken this ancestral memories of strength, kindness and generosity to everyone.

Ultimately, the path leads you to the Whirling Rainbow, a symbol of unity and wholeness. To get to this stage, there's a medicine you need to embrace, and that is the medicine of the Blue Heron. Blue Heron is dropping his blue feather to you, urging you to develop your self-reflective skills to see which part of you lives in separation, instead of wholeness. Which part of you choose to live in isolation? Is there a racist in you? Where have you been too quick to judge? What are being mirrored to you? Dive into the watery world of feelings to see the truth of the Whirling Rainbow."

So said the cards.

Before I come to a close, let's visualize the Whirling Rainbow encircling the whole of Malaysia, clearing away all despair and negativity; clearing away all disharmony. Imagine the Whirling Rainbow sweeping away all toxic psychic debris out from our country and disintegrating into Light. While we are doing this, we recite the Ho'oponopono prayer: I'm Sorry; Please Forgive Me; I Love You; Thank You.

We give thanks to the Whirling Rainbow. We give thanks to our beautiful country, Malaysia. I love you. Thank you.

And so it is.

Unicorn Magic for the Rohingyas

Since last week, my facebook newsfeed and whatsapp group messages have been filled with news and stories about the rohingya crisis in Myanmar. I received all kinds of news from various sources, making it hard to differentiate which ones were fake, which were real. Meanwhile, the truth lies somewhere in between.

I was very disturbed and shocked by what I saw and read, but, I was even more shocked and disturbed by the reactions and response from friends who shared those news. To me, the violence that was inflicted upon the rohingyas reflected the darkest aspects of the psyche of the Burmese people! I reached out to my deck of Doreen Virtue's Magical Unicorns cards. I felt I needed the Unicorn's pure Light to shine on this darkness that is spilling out from Myanmar into other Asean countries.

The unicorns did not mince words. They were absolutely clear and precise with what they wanted to say.

"Stand for Truth!", they said. "Whatever news you hear, from wherever their source were from, the truth is, violence have been inflicted on this group of people. Stand for Truth and Justice!

Shine Light on yourself, and everyone who is involved in this situation - both the victims and the perpetrators. Imagine this bright Ray of Light embracing everyone.

Bring Love to the situation. The power of Love heals the fear that lies at the heart of both victims and perpetrators. Allow Light and Love to permeate through the darkness of this crisis."

I immediately set to work. I no longer get myself pulled into discussions of the history of the rohingyas, their origins, the Myanmar militants, the lack of concrete solutions from Aung San Suu Kyi, etc. I just stand for Truth and Justice. I radiate Light, and Love to the darkness I find within myself, and to the whole situation.

Please join me in engulfing Light and Love to the rohingyas crisis. I love the image of the unicorn card above. It is a Ho'oponopono clearing tool! ( I just discovered this as I was working on this issue.) Imagine the golden Light from this unicorn permeating into every cell and every pore of your tissues and all over your auric field, and say: I am sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you. Continue doing this until you feel the love, the peace, and the stability of mind and spirit washing over you.

Let's collectively clear the rohingyas crisis together with Love and Light.

The Unicorns have given their magic. It is done. Thank you. I love you.

And so it is.

Insights from Grandfather Sun, Grandmother Moon and Our Ancestors

So much information has been written, and posted on the social medias, and internet on the 21 August 2017 Full Solar Eclipse. On the eve of the eclipse, I decided to do a Grandfather Sun and Grandmother Moon layout. I felt that this layout was perfect to gain insights on the significance of the eclipse. After all, it was an event where the Moon, the Sun and the Earth were aligned together, and the layout would brought out information from the Sun, the Moon and the Ancestors.

It was meant to be a personal reading for me, but Great Spirit whispered that I was to share the insights to whoever who happened to read this. What's in me, is also in the collective.

Grandfather Sun calls for Respect - to respect the sacredness of the eclipse! He calls upon us to respect each and everyone's sacred space. We all have our own sacred space: our own way of doing things; our belongings; our home; our beliefs; our personal boundaries. This is the time where we have to learn to honour and respect our own sacred space, as well as the sacred space of others. The challenge is to learn to wear our true colours, our Painted Face. We are so used to hiding ourselves; afraid to reveal the true self. We are afraid that if we are to do so, we'll lose our friends, our status, our money. Respecting our own sacred space, our inner boundaries and overcoming fears of revealing our true self, is needed right now. This is the message of Grandfather Sun.

Grandmother Moon calls for Joy. The solar eclipse is an Hour of Power! It was meant to bring blessings to humanity. What's also important is, Grandmother Moon says, is to find our own personal joy. What makes us joyful? To answer this question, we have to ask: Who am I? What makes me joyful? These are questions most people find difficult and challenging to answer. And it is connected to the challenge of the Painted Face given by Grandfather Sun. What is my Painted Face? Here, Grandmother Moon gives a hint: to find out what makes you joyful, connect with the Stone People - the stones, the rocks and the crystals. The Stone People holds a record of who you are on Mother Earth, and this would help you to find your joy. Tune in to a Stone Person and learn what she has to say. (You can also use this affirmation from Kyron: Within my Akash are the secrets to who I am. I pull upon my Akashic wisdom, which guides me in my everyday life and fills me with Divine Purpose). Finding out who we are, and what brings us joy, and getting that connection from the Stone People is the message from Grandmother Moon.

Finally, we have a gift from the Ancestors - the wise ones who have walked this Earth. They hand us a Talking Stick. They are saying, it is time to express our viewpoints, and at the same time to allow others to express their viewpoints and opinions as well. Right now, too many people are insisting that their way is the only way, and their viewpoints and opinions are the only truths, resulting in much chaos and conflict in the world. The Talking Stick given by the Ancestors is their way of saying, yes, it is time to speak your views and opinions but at the same time, respectfully allow others to speak theirs as well. By doing so, we can learn much from each other. This is a gift from our Ancestors during the solar eclipse.

Grandfather Sun, Grandmother Moon and the Ancestors have spoken. Thank you Grandfather Sun, Grandmother Moon and the Ancestors.

And so it is.

Oracle Card Reading for 31 May 2017

Things seem rather dark and gloomy lately. And here, we have Archangel Uriel holding a lamp, illuminating our pathway, one step at a time.

Yes, things may seem dark and cloudy and we may not see the outcome of the current situation, but this card reassures us that we have a lamp inside us, an internal wisdom, that can show us the way, step by step.

Trust your inner wisdom, your inner knowing; trust the guidance that are given to you and act accordingly. You can also ask Archangel Uriel to illuminate your pathway with his lamp.

Remember: You Know What To Do. Shine your inner lamp to illuminate your steps; trust your inner wisdom and take appropriate action.

I am envisioning a world where each of us are lighting our inner lamps, illuminating step by step our own pathways. Together, we light up the world.

(The card above is pulled from Doreen Virtue's Archangel Oracle Cards deck)

Oracle Reading for May

The month of May carries the story King Midas. For the past months, King Midas had been in a cocoon, going through lots of inner transformation. There, he faced his inner struggles; his inner demons. There, he had more questions than answers. Yet, it was in the cocoon that King Midas discovered his goals in life, and he "wish upon the star" for his goals to come true.

Now, here he is, emerging from his cocoon, coming out strong and energized, with the help of two fairies. He is ready to take flight; ready to give birth to a new dream, a new venture. And he will be successful! For, in this month of May, he has been gifted with the Midas Touch; the touch that turns things into gold!

But, the good king has to remember to balance materialism with spiritualism; to balance his drive for gold with things that matters to his heart. He needs to remember that not everything in life is about money and material gains. He needs to remember this or his Midas Touch could bring disaster to his life.

But, perhaps this newly emerged King Midas is already aware of this, and has learnt the lesson while in the cocoon?

This month of May brings so much new potential of success for a balanced King Midas. What a grand month this is!

We are the King Midas.

(The cards above were drawn from Isha Lerner and Mark Lerner's "Inner Child Cards - A Fairy Tale Tarot".)

Oracle Reading for 28 March 2017

Today is New Moon. I thought I select a card from Caroline Myss's Healing Cards deck. Haven't use this deck for quite sometime, so why not pick one today?

Card 41 came up and it says: Now is now. Are you going to be here or not?

The back reads: A delicious question. Spend this day living fully in your reply, even if you're unable to let go of yesterday entirely. When you give yesterday more power than today, does it enhance the here-and-now?

Today is New Moon. Let go of yesterday, and create fresh, new beginnings today. To create we have to stay present. Now is now.

New Moon blessings everyone!

Oracle Reading for 3 March 2017

In the swift of an eye, we are now in March 2017. How quickly 2017 swoops us up!

Today, I was drawn to pulling a card from Doreen Virtue's Goddess Guidance Oracle Cards deck. And sexy Freyja popped right out very quickly.

She said, "It's now March already. Don't hold yourself back. Unleash your adventurous side. Take risks and be daring. Be bold and work towards achieving your dreams. Stay true to your heart's passion. Do not procrastinate because before you know it, 2017 will be over quickly!"

Freyja is a Nordic earth goddess of fertility, celebration and passion. It's interesting that she came up today. Because today is Friday, and Friday is named after this Nordic goddess.

Have a great, adventurous weekend!

Oracle Reading for 12 January 2017

It's Full Moon today, and here, we have Mother and Baby unicorn basking under the soft, silvery light of the moon, enjoying their drink from a water pool.

Mother and Baby unicorn reminds us to connect with water today. It's now hot and dry in Malaysia, so this is a friendly reminder for us here to respect water, not to waste water, and to drink more water to nourish our body.

Water also symbolizes emotions. Perhaps this hot weather stirs up some kind of emotional upsets for you? If this is so, this card reminds you to keep calm and cool over things. Drink more fluids, take foods like fresh fruits and vegetables to bring down that fiery feeling inside.

Enjoy the nice cooling sensation of water washing through every cells in your body. For after all, we are water.

(The card above is pulled from Doreen Virtue's Magical Unicorns Oracle Cards)

Oracle Reading for 1 Jan 2017

This card jumped up immediately as I was shuffling the cards. It's the Welsh goddess Rhiannon reminding us to make clear intentions for the new year. And, when we are clear with what we want, we can bring them out into the world.

So, get those pieces of papers and start writing your intentions down. You can also draw out images that symbolize your intentions. What do you want to bring out in 2017? What are your dreams and aspirations for this new year? Numerogically, 2017 is a year of new beginnings. What new beginnings do you want to create? Focus on making clear decisions and act on them.

Remember this magical reassurance from Rhiannon: You are a magical person who can manifest your clear intentions into reality". What a great start for a new year! Thank you Rhiannon.

Happy New 2017 everyone!

(The card above is picked from Doreen Virtue's Goddess Guidance Oracle Cards deck)

Oracle readings for Christmas

It's winter time, with Christmas Day just around the corner. We have a pretty female gnome skating gracefully on a frozen lake, making a figure 8 as she skates.

The figure 8 is a symbol of infinity. Here it represents the infinite potential of a human being. 8 is a also a number of manifestation. This card reminds us that practice makes perfect in manifesting the great potential that each of us have. Focus and practise whatever skills and creative talents we have, so that we fully manifest our gifts to the world.

Merry Christmas everyone!

(The card above is picked from the Inner Child Cards - A Fairy Tale Tarot by Isha Lerner and Mark Lerner)

Oracle Readings (13 Dec 2016)

Today is Super Full Moon day; the third, and last of the Super Full Moons triad that started from the month of October. Two cards popped out for today. The first, is Archangel Raguel, telling is that everything is in Divine Order; and the second card is about Archangel Jeremiel, telling us, All Is Well.

Both cards carry the same theme, and that is, things may look challenging, difficult and painful but that's merely on the surface. Deeper forces are at work, and everything is how it needs to be right now; happening exactly as it supposed to be. These cards inform us that there are hidden blessings from these challenges and difficult times.

If you're in a painful space right now, look beyond whatever that is happening. Allow the powerful Super Moon energy of today to help you to let go, and move into a loving space. 2016 is a year of completion. Is there something you need to bring into completion and move towards the new in 2017? Today is a good day to do it.

So, rest assured: Everything is on divine order, and all is well. Super Full Moon blessings to you.

(These two cards were picked from Doreen Virtue's Archangel Oracle Cards)

Oracle Reading (5 Dec 2016)

There's so much happening these days, and the collective world energy seems erratic and unsettling. So, it is interesting that Diana came up to say: Focus On Your Intentions.

For those who are easily distracted (me, for example) by what's happening around us, this card reminds us to keep our intentions and goals in our minds and focused on our targets. Only then we will achieve what we intend to do.

So, make your intentions, hold them steady, stay focus on your target and you will make your mark.

(The card above is picked from Doreen Virtue's Goddess Guidance Oracle Cards deck)

Oracle Readings for 29 November 2016

It's New Moon today, and traditionally, new moons symbolize a start of new beginnings. And whoa! What a new journey we, collectively, are going now - 8 of Swords.

8 of Swords appears when one is facing challenging, and difficult times in our life. The card's presence is to inform you that there is no way out except to take this journey to the deep caverns of your mind. This journey is a sacred journey into unknown territories, going through the cobwebs that you have created throughout your lifetime. It's deep and dark, but it's a cavern that you must enter for transformation to happen.

This is a time to acknowledge, and feel that deep inner pain. Cry if you need to. Courageously, face your fears, and belief systems that no longer is true for you. Let them go. Practice lots of forgiveness for the past histories, and allow love and compassion to wash all over you.

The cards have spoken. You have all been initiated into a sacred journey by today's New Moon. Know that there will be light at the end of the tunnel.

(This card is picked from the Inner Child Cards deck, created by Isha Lerner and Mark Lerner, with illustrations by Christopher Guilfod. It's a deck that I often use in my healing sessions with clients.)

Oracle Readings for 26 November 2016

What a wonderful start to this weekend! This unicorn appeared outside your window, to say, "There's a Happy Surprise awaiting you. Something very good is about to happen!" Isn't this exciting? How I love happy surprises!

And, just like a surprise birthday present, let go of any expectations of what this gift is all about. Instead, look out for the many blessings you receive this weekend. Just trust that good things or good news are on its way.

So, think happy thoughts, allow and receive these magical unicorn blessings, and say, "Thank you! I love you!"

Have a happy weekend!

(The Happy Surprise card is picked from Doreen Virtue's Magical Unicorns Oracle Cards deck)

Oracle Card Readings for 23 November 2016

It's the middle of the week and whoa! what a lot has happened since the last time I drew a card. The frustrations and anger seemed to have escalated this week.

This card, with a timely message from Archangel Raphael, said, we need to refocus back onto our own personal health. It means to take care of our own health despite all the confusion and chaos that is happening outside.

Because, what good does it do to your immediate family and community of friends if you neglect your own health? And here, health is not just physical, but mental, emotional and spiritual health as well.

Hence, let's choose healthy lifestyle. Eat a healthy diet, get adequate sleep, exercise and stretch those muscles, smile and laugh often, reconnect with Mother Nature, and think positively.

Stay healthy, everyone.

(The card above is picked from Doreen Virtue's Archangel Oracle Cards deck)

Oracle Readings for 18 - 20 November 2016

This weekend is bursting with political movements in Malaysia. So, I thought of picking a card to see what holds for this weekend. The card "Awareness" flew out with great intensity while I was shuffling the deck! It is going to be an energetic weekend in Malaysia.

This card is about burning through the veils of illusions to see what is really inside us - a Little Buddha. This fire is not the fire of burning passion and desire, but a cool flame of pure awareness. It is Awareness that burns through the illusions of reality to reveal the truth of what lies within.

This weekend, spent some time dropping away the noise and confusion and allow your awareness of who you are comes through to you. Allow the cool flame of awareness to reveal the Buddha-nature that has always been there inside us. Understand that everyone is a spark of Divinity inside, despite outer appearances. Let go of judgements to see the goodness that is inside each and everyone of us.

For those who are participating in the political rallies tomorrow, this card is also cautioning you to stay calm, with full awareness of the situation, and to carry that peace and serenity with you, even though the hot, fiery passion of the rally is all around you. This card may also mean that the truth of the matter will finally be revealed.

Awareness is the essence of the message for weekend.

(This card is drawn from the Osho Zen Tarot deck. This is one of my favorite deck of tarot cards and I've used it for more than 10 years. It is also a deck that I frequently use with clients)